Special Request


I thought last night would be my last short and sweet post, but it looks like this one needs to be the same!  I am back on campus now, but this post actually has nothing to do with my current location or activities of the day-- it's just about me.

And a very short, vague, simple expression about me.

I have been having a bit of a hard time here... And this is really hard to admit, especially since I want so badly to show that I am a strong human and that I'm capable of this!  I'm not giving up on myself, but I need to know that I have a support system out there despite my weaknesses and struggles... Or should I say ESPECIALLY because of my weaknesses and struggles...

So although my blog shows me the statistics of how many people visit each of my posts, I have no clue how many people actually read them... So... if you're reading this, here is my special request:  Pray for me.

That's it.

Please just pray for me... To be strong... To be humble... To be capable of rising to the challenges before me... To find happiness... To be patient with myself.

I believe in the power of prayer, and I believe that God cares about me (and you), and I am holding onto the faith that the prayers of others combined with my own will help.

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